Are you an anesthetist or an anesthesiologist? There is one day ,my American friend Alan asked me , what do you do , Ann? I mean what do you call yourslf in China , are you an anesthetist or an anesthesiologist? To be honest, I was a little bit shocked that time ,because no one asked me about that question before. Since that time ,I started to thinking about that who really am I ? And what do I suppose to be in my job ?After I studied for about three month in Germany, I was really confused again ,because the difference ,which exist between reality and the ideal has a big gap for prople to accept in China .Though, I saw lots of changes in nowadays, but in fact ,that change is still very limited, I feel the responsibility and duty from time to time ,when I see the real situation , and I hope there will be one day ,I can tell my friend proudly , I am an anesthesiologist, and I can find the place I can stand in this world ,to be person I want to be ,to achieve the dream I hold on tightly in the deep of my heart ! Go ahead and catch your dream, my girl ,if you miss the moon ,you may catch the star !never say die !
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